OMG what a small world it is

wow what a small world today talking with an old friend of mine we havnt seen or spoken to each other in such some time now well ok long story short we both were pregnant with our youngest at the same time we both had boys and i have my baby a week or so before hers was born well anyways after talking today online omg shes pregnant toooo and also due 2 days before me how freaken cool is that

Im a new Auntie

omg im a new Auntie shes soooooo darn cute i wish i can hold her and kiss her ..........
baby Sophia Abagail was born on March 19th ,2009 she weighed 6 lbs 7 oz. and was 19 inches long.and proud daddy is my brother (i cryed when i seen the pics i wished she was mine lol i soo badly want a baby girl )



She is soo Cute Jay i am soo proud of you and Welcome to father hood you'll do great i know it

15 Weeks and 1 Day along

wow i cant believe im this far .... but yet for me it feels like its going sooo dang slow ........
im finally over all the Morning Sickness THANK GOD!!!!!! but now i have splitting headaches everyday all day .........

wow soo much has gone by

i have tryed to post before but it didnt seem to post so here we go .... im 14 weeks and 6 days pregnant we still dont knwo the gender of our blessing my children thinks the baby is a girl my heart and gut tells me its a girl as well but i tell myself its a boy so i dotn get to upset when it does come to time ...........

Surgery Day 12 Weeks 5days

about the surgery well i couldnt sleep all night even after taking a unisom so i tossed and turned and got soo dang hungry and thirsty but then at 5 am i got up did myhair and make up just to keep me busy......i arrived at the hosp checked into pre op unit there i got gowned up they got my iv line started we waited about an hour or soo then an ob nurse came in to check the babys heartrate which was 150-160's she sat and chatted with me calmed me down made me laugh then she said its time to go so hubby gave me a kiss ad went up to the room i was goign to be in after i get out of recovery ......... so they take me up to recovery got me hocked up to all the monitors they put an O2 mask onme the nurse said i wasnt gettign enough air through they had it set up that i woudl get an epidural but the anisteshiologist (spelling) came in and said no he wants to do a spinal... so after waiting for the dr to arrive about 8:45 am they rolled me into the OR i got onto the table the dr came in to check the babys heartrate was 156BPM....then they got ready to do my spinal for there the anisteshiologist demanded that they sadaite me first so they did and he did his spinal then they rolled me from my side onto my back anf right aways i coudlnt breath my chest felt soo heavy i told themthat they said it was normal reaction from the drugs .......... well i started goign in and out of it here from a glance i saw that the nurse at my head was giving me meds in my iv line and omg it hurt i asked her what was it she said she had to give me omg here im gonan mess this spellign up she said she had to give me ebrenepheron due to my heartrate and blood pressure dropped and they had to get them back up .... i felt the dr pushing on me down there by 9:30 i was done they took me back to recovery and there the dr tryed to find the babys heartbeat byt he coudlnt detect it so he ordered an u/s but then was called into another surgery so after i got my legs back they took me to my room where art was waitign for me .... by then i got a really bad head ache and horrible cramps and the bleeding started i was soo terrified and upset ...... it was several hours before the dr was out of surgery and came down to do the u/s but then he found a heartrate but he couldnt measure it..... but the baby was movig and wiggling all over the place ....... he ordered tylenol with codine for the pain which i had a few rounds of and it never did anything for the pain ...the dr said i had the crampign due to he had to stitch into my uterus and had to use more the 1 cerclage so since the uterus is a muscule thats what is causign the cramping ...... but all is well with the baby thats all that matters to me i felt liek i was dieing i cryed soo much i still cant walk right um hutched over in pain but its worth it for the baby to stay safe and sound inside my dr also told me i was already 3cm dialted so thats why they had to use so many stitches (8 to be exact)
when i got home and started to throw up immediatly....maybe from all the meds i dunno but im home and all is ok so far .... also during the u/s my dr stated but not set in stone but he says the baby looks to be a baby fingers crossed