Angel is Here

Well here is my birth story and pics Angel Nikkiayha was born on Sept 4th 2009 @ 1:42 pm 6lbs 12 1/2 oz 17 1/4 inches longwell that friday am i checked into the hosp at 6 am the dr came in at 7 am to do my amnio (he wanted to make sure thather lungs were fully developed since i left his office in the middle of the pg)so that was done well then at 8:05 am the nurse ame in to tell me that her lungs was infact mature and that the dr will be in to break my waterso after waiting at 10:30 am the dr came in and broke my water at this time i was still 4to5 cent and here was only a tiny trinkle of fluid well then at 11:30 am i got a big contraction and a huge gush of fluid that went all over up my back and onto te floor oppps well by 11:45 the contractions got closer and stronger during this whole time my dd and i was playing cards lol but during the contrax i would have to stop and breath and focus at 12:10 dr came in to check me and then i was 6 cent -1 station @12:20 dh finally shows up well by 1 am i was ready for the birthing ball so the nurse brought it in and i sat the birthing ball and OMG it felt great ...then about 1:15 the nurse comes back in aks me if i can use the bathroom so i did .... then after i used te bathroom dr came back in to check me and i was 7 cent and babys head was right there he said within a half hour i would be delivering so i got back on the ball i was there for 2 more contractions and those 2 were like OMFG my fufu hurts the last one i told dh i need drugs he ran out and all of a sudden all my nurses and dr and dh come running back in to get me in the bed really quick and no sooner i got in the bed here comes Angel it went soo fast i had no time to remind myself to focus all i rem is that it hurt soo bad and 5 pushes later Angel was here i kept asking if she was infact a girl lol at this time i was still hurting soo bad down there i have never had a 100% natrual birth before this at this time they started the pitocin due to my uterus wasnt contracting down like it should my dd did great she got scared when i would cry out in pain but shes soo proud to be there and she even go to cut the cord ! i was stll hurting really bad afterwards i wasnt sure if it was normal for having an natural birth but a few hours later they got me up to shower and walk me to my recovery room no sooner i got in there i was in the bathroom brushing my teeth and all of a sudden i felt this gush and i looked down and ther was blood everywhere running down my legs i rang the emergancy bell and all thes nurses came running in and carried me into my bed and there was just soo much blood and clumps of blood everywhere they started pushing on my stomach as hard as they can and i can just feel this stuff gushing out they rushed more pitocin in me and called for he dr to come so she got there and omg i hate this dr she had put her whole hand up in me and just started pulling out all these clumps it hurt worse then the birth...

TODAY IS THE BIG DAY

WOOOOOHOOOOOO today i find out if im having a boy or girl.............i cant wait and wow im17 weeks along today

It's Party time

i knwo its a lil bit late burt today was soo beautifull outside and i loved it so we had Ryan's 5th birthday party ......... it turned out really nice he enjoyed everything ..and i planted soem rose bushes ...... Ryan got Everything he could have ever wanted ... tooo bad daddy coudlnt come out long enough to enjoy it with his family

Happy 11 Wedding Anniversary

well today is our 11th weddign anniversary and well after i got home from my drs appointment i called Arthur to let him know how it went and well he started yelling at me due to the fact i have to go to the drs every week for my shots .. i cant help for it but i need and will do what ever it takes to help this baby make it ..... he is just so cold and heartless at times ... andanyways never in his life time does he ever go to the drs appointments with me ever so i dont get why hes yelling at me

16 week appointment

well i had my 16W and 2 Days appointment today,, and welli lost 2 more lbs so far thats about 18 lbs i lost this pg hey im not complaining thats less to lose after i have this baby..the dr came into the room and asked how allwas going and if i have felt the baby yet which i have the babys heartrate was 156 BPM wooho nice and strong and loud ..the baby kicked the doppler lol
then my dr sat down to talk to me we talked abotu if i can try tomake it to 37 weeks along before she took out the cervical cerclage she said that will be great ...but then she looked into her computer and in my files of there she stated that there was a problem that wheni went in for my inital prenatal visit they did a pap ad it came back low she said that theres a possibility that my cervical cancer came back... so i will need more testing for that .. GOD i hope i dont have that again ... wellt hen on my way out i had to get my progestone shot for the preterm labor and omg that sucker hurts ... but i will do what ever it takes to keep this angel inside to grow nice and strong and healthy

its April 1st and im now 16 weeks

wow i cant believe it its april and im 16 weeks along today woohooooo .. and omg i felt the baby kick for the first time yesturday afternoon and then again in bed and my dd got to feel the kick i cryed she screamed shes was soo excited . she wants to be there for the birth and so does my son ryan .. i knwo kristyn will handle it very well she was there for ryans birth and she did amazing at 4yrs old now when this baby is born she will be 10 and is soo ready and my so ryan i think he will handle it he just has such a heart of gold he tells me this is his baby im just carrying it in my belly for him cuz he doesnt want to get fat lol

ok heres some belly pics
now this onehere is from last week i cant believe how the bump got in 1 week

now 16 weeks belly bump

OMG what a small world it is

wow what a small world today talking with an old friend of mine we havnt seen or spoken to each other in such some time now well ok long story short we both were pregnant with our youngest at the same time we both had boys and i have my baby a week or so before hers was born well anyways after talking today online omg shes pregnant toooo and also due 2 days before me how freaken cool is that

Im a new Auntie

omg im a new Auntie shes soooooo darn cute i wish i can hold her and kiss her ..........
baby Sophia Abagail was born on March 19th ,2009 she weighed 6 lbs 7 oz. and was 19 inches long.and proud daddy is my brother (i cryed when i seen the pics i wished she was mine lol i soo badly want a baby girl )



She is soo Cute Jay i am soo proud of you and Welcome to father hood you'll do great i know it

15 Weeks and 1 Day along

wow i cant believe im this far .... but yet for me it feels like its going sooo dang slow ........
im finally over all the Morning Sickness THANK GOD!!!!!! but now i have splitting headaches everyday all day .........

wow soo much has gone by

i have tryed to post before but it didnt seem to post so here we go .... im 14 weeks and 6 days pregnant we still dont knwo the gender of our blessing my children thinks the baby is a girl my heart and gut tells me its a girl as well but i tell myself its a boy so i dotn get to upset when it does come to time ...........

Surgery Day 12 Weeks 5days

about the surgery well i couldnt sleep all night even after taking a unisom so i tossed and turned and got soo dang hungry and thirsty but then at 5 am i got up did myhair and make up just to keep me busy......i arrived at the hosp checked into pre op unit there i got gowned up they got my iv line started we waited about an hour or soo then an ob nurse came in to check the babys heartrate which was 150-160's she sat and chatted with me calmed me down made me laugh then she said its time to go so hubby gave me a kiss ad went up to the room i was goign to be in after i get out of recovery ......... so they take me up to recovery got me hocked up to all the monitors they put an O2 mask onme the nurse said i wasnt gettign enough air through they had it set up that i woudl get an epidural but the anisteshiologist (spelling) came in and said no he wants to do a spinal... so after waiting for the dr to arrive about 8:45 am they rolled me into the OR i got onto the table the dr came in to check the babys heartrate was 156BPM....then they got ready to do my spinal for there the anisteshiologist demanded that they sadaite me first so they did and he did his spinal then they rolled me from my side onto my back anf right aways i coudlnt breath my chest felt soo heavy i told themthat they said it was normal reaction from the drugs .......... well i started goign in and out of it here from a glance i saw that the nurse at my head was giving me meds in my iv line and omg it hurt i asked her what was it she said she had to give me omg here im gonan mess this spellign up she said she had to give me ebrenepheron due to my heartrate and blood pressure dropped and they had to get them back up .... i felt the dr pushing on me down there by 9:30 i was done they took me back to recovery and there the dr tryed to find the babys heartbeat byt he coudlnt detect it so he ordered an u/s but then was called into another surgery so after i got my legs back they took me to my room where art was waitign for me .... by then i got a really bad head ache and horrible cramps and the bleeding started i was soo terrified and upset ...... it was several hours before the dr was out of surgery and came down to do the u/s but then he found a heartrate but he couldnt measure it..... but the baby was movig and wiggling all over the place ....... he ordered tylenol with codine for the pain which i had a few rounds of and it never did anything for the pain ...the dr said i had the crampign due to he had to stitch into my uterus and had to use more the 1 cerclage so since the uterus is a muscule thats what is causign the cramping ...... but all is well with the baby thats all that matters to me i felt liek i was dieing i cryed soo much i still cant walk right um hutched over in pain but its worth it for the baby to stay safe and sound inside my dr also told me i was already 3cm dialted so thats why they had to use so many stitches (8 to be exact)
when i got home and started to throw up immediatly....maybe from all the meds i dunno but im home and all is ok so far .... also during the u/s my dr stated but not set in stone but he says the baby looks to be a baby fingers crossed