Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Triphasic WOOhooo praying for a New Years 2009 BFP!!
well i for sure oed really early Cd-10 to be exact sooo here i am 11 dpo and chart and temps are Triphasic and lookign just liek my chart with Gavin's pregnancy cycle im really trying not to get my hopes up sooo high but its soo hard im havign some signs of pregnancy but i push them far back in my mind .... if im not pg this cycle im off for help next cycle im due to see a dr on jan 8th to see about clomid ... hopefully i wont need to go that far .........
Friday, December 19, 2008
could it Be Ovulation ALREADY???
well imhere on cd 10 and lets see on cd8 i had lots of EWCM and same ad CD9 and Today but yesturday i experienced o pains on my left side and cervix was HSO same as today ... dh and i bd'ed last night and i used an instead cup sooo im really hoping this is our cycle Finnally i really dont knwo how much more i can take of the heartache
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
A mother's Nightmare
Exactly 1 week ago from today my nightmare came true my baby was hit by a car ...... i fear its all my fault it was the first tiem i have not put his baby harnest on him when we went out and i couldnt get to him intime i truely wish it was I who got hit by the carinstead of my baby i really thought omg my baby
This is what happend on Tuesday December 9th 2008
at 11 am i went to pick up my daughter from school early due to we still had to move soemstuff over from our old house to our new home so i got her then i came back home and got my son Ryan ready and off to preschool . right aways i figured ok lets get going i had Gavin hes 2 yrs old and then Daniel who is 8 yrs old and then Kristyn who is 9 yrs old with me after talkign to my neibor i had told the kids to get into the truck well i forgot my keys in the house so i ran in to get them and i shut the door i noticed my Gavin was down at the bottom of my steps i told kristyn to get with him and with a split second i tured and my baby was in the street i ran as fast as i could to get to him and the faster i tried it was tooo late here came a car and hit my baby ..........
the car hit him right in the chest area his tiny body flew up in and bounced off the hood of her car and from the impact he flew spinnign in the air and bounced off the street ...... i freaked out i ran to him i just want to pick himup and run him into my house bt i rem from all my medical school that woudl have been the worse thing i could have done i screamed for help many times and there was no one arroudn i had to call 911 myself all i can rem is the guy on the other end of the phone tellign me i needed to calm down but i couldnt then some lady took the phone from me ...at this time my babys eyes were open but he wasnt moving there was blood coming from his mouth and his left ear and it looked as his leg was broken it was all mangled.......by this time there were sooo many people arround us i cant rem how many for sure but a lady took my oldest 2 off to the side to try to calm them doan and i think a man and another lady braught blankets to keep my baby warm... then an officer arrived at this tiem Gavin started Screaming sooo loud i wanted to hold him soo much in my arms but i couldnt .... then the EMS came everythign happened ooo sooo fast ........ they had to life flight Gavin to the # 1 trauma unit arround here Leigh Valley hospital in Allentown PA..well they got both gavin and i into the ambulance they cut off his clothing and started an IV line and O2 they took us right down the street to a church parkinglot there the helicopter was waiting thank god i was alloud to go with him i couldnt leave his side nor woudl i by the time we got to the helicopter my Gavin became very Lathargic and out of it we arrived at the Trauma hospital there was a team of drs and nurses waitign for us the wisked my baby in while i had to gown up before i can go into the truama room ... i got in there and omg they worked oo sooo fast they Xrayed him top to bottom..
thank the good lord there was no broken bones but Gavin had swellening in his head a fractured tooth and bruised chest from the impact of the hit also Gavin had a concusion att his tiem he wasw still out of it he wasnt crying no more they had to take Gavin for a CT scan ... Gavin was defently Admitted to the hospital ... we finally got up to his room on the peds unit after 6 pm or so i cant rem the time exactly ........ there he was slowing coming arround drinking soem water we tryed to get him to eat a lil bit but he woudlnt i gave him a sponge bath baths always helps him to sleep and sleep is the best thing forhim soo after his bath i read him a store and held him in my arms the first time i got to hold him since he was hit ...and he fell alseep in my arms .........
i felt horrible i coudlnt stay there at the hospitals with havign 3 other children that need me as well but i was sure there first thing int he morning .. as soon as i got there i was informed he wudl have to be stayign there again due to he tryed to stand up in the crib and he gotten dizzy and had fallen and hit his head again .. also it was also discovered that he has a spinal injury so one again off to another ct scan and more Xrays of his spine
gavin was soo much more alert and playing THANK GOD!
well i spent the whoel day by his side ... but i once aain had to leave i hate to leave my babys ........
on Thursday i was there bright and early and omg he was playing with the nurses and smiling and laughing his laughs ....... i jumped in and played with my baby then a team of drs and nurse came in and looked over him they said hes ok to go home i was liek really they said yes but we talked abotu what woudl need to be done soooo ever since that i have been back and forth to drs with him for his head injury and the swelling is starting to go down ... and hes more and more acting liek my Gavin ....
as far as his spine injury he was fitted for a back brace today and he has to wear that they said he should heal perfectly but its going to be a long process... Gavin is not alking liek he should but HE's Alive and thats whats important
by the way the lady who was driving claimed she was only goign 25mph but theofficer at the scene clocked her at 27mph in a 15 mile zone here are a few pics of my baby
This is what happend on Tuesday December 9th 2008
at 11 am i went to pick up my daughter from school early due to we still had to move soemstuff over from our old house to our new home so i got her then i came back home and got my son Ryan ready and off to preschool . right aways i figured ok lets get going i had Gavin hes 2 yrs old and then Daniel who is 8 yrs old and then Kristyn who is 9 yrs old with me after talkign to my neibor i had told the kids to get into the truck well i forgot my keys in the house so i ran in to get them and i shut the door i noticed my Gavin was down at the bottom of my steps i told kristyn to get with him and with a split second i tured and my baby was in the street i ran as fast as i could to get to him and the faster i tried it was tooo late here came a car and hit my baby ..........
the car hit him right in the chest area his tiny body flew up in and bounced off the hood of her car and from the impact he flew spinnign in the air and bounced off the street ...... i freaked out i ran to him i just want to pick himup and run him into my house bt i rem from all my medical school that woudl have been the worse thing i could have done i screamed for help many times and there was no one arroudn i had to call 911 myself all i can rem is the guy on the other end of the phone tellign me i needed to calm down but i couldnt then some lady took the phone from me ...at this time my babys eyes were open but he wasnt moving there was blood coming from his mouth and his left ear and it looked as his leg was broken it was all mangled.......by this time there were sooo many people arround us i cant rem how many for sure but a lady took my oldest 2 off to the side to try to calm them doan and i think a man and another lady braught blankets to keep my baby warm... then an officer arrived at this tiem Gavin started Screaming sooo loud i wanted to hold him soo much in my arms but i couldnt .... then the EMS came everythign happened ooo sooo fast ........ they had to life flight Gavin to the # 1 trauma unit arround here Leigh Valley hospital in Allentown PA..well they got both gavin and i into the ambulance they cut off his clothing and started an IV line and O2 they took us right down the street to a church parkinglot there the helicopter was waiting thank god i was alloud to go with him i couldnt leave his side nor woudl i by the time we got to the helicopter my Gavin became very Lathargic and out of it we arrived at the Trauma hospital there was a team of drs and nurses waitign for us the wisked my baby in while i had to gown up before i can go into the truama room ... i got in there and omg they worked oo sooo fast they Xrayed him top to bottom..
thank the good lord there was no broken bones but Gavin had swellening in his head a fractured tooth and bruised chest from the impact of the hit also Gavin had a concusion att his tiem he wasw still out of it he wasnt crying no more they had to take Gavin for a CT scan ... Gavin was defently Admitted to the hospital ... we finally got up to his room on the peds unit after 6 pm or so i cant rem the time exactly ........ there he was slowing coming arround drinking soem water we tryed to get him to eat a lil bit but he woudlnt i gave him a sponge bath baths always helps him to sleep and sleep is the best thing forhim soo after his bath i read him a store and held him in my arms the first time i got to hold him since he was hit ...and he fell alseep in my arms .........
i felt horrible i coudlnt stay there at the hospitals with havign 3 other children that need me as well but i was sure there first thing int he morning .. as soon as i got there i was informed he wudl have to be stayign there again due to he tryed to stand up in the crib and he gotten dizzy and had fallen and hit his head again .. also it was also discovered that he has a spinal injury so one again off to another ct scan and more Xrays of his spine
gavin was soo much more alert and playing THANK GOD!
well i spent the whoel day by his side ... but i once aain had to leave i hate to leave my babys ........
on Thursday i was there bright and early and omg he was playing with the nurses and smiling and laughing his laughs ....... i jumped in and played with my baby then a team of drs and nurse came in and looked over him they said hes ok to go home i was liek really they said yes but we talked abotu what woudl need to be done soooo ever since that i have been back and forth to drs with him for his head injury and the swelling is starting to go down ... and hes more and more acting liek my Gavin ....
as far as his spine injury he was fitted for a back brace today and he has to wear that they said he should heal perfectly but its going to be a long process... Gavin is not alking liek he should but HE's Alive and thats whats important
by the way the lady who was driving claimed she was only goign 25mph but theofficer at the scene clocked her at 27mph in a 15 mile zone here are a few pics of my baby
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Monday, December 8, 2008
today I made a Decision which i never thought i would have to make
Well Today imade a call i never thought i would have to call i placed a call into a drs office i swore i woudl never go to ever again in my life if that was the very last drs office on this planet but over the weekend my good friend informed me that this dr will help me GRRRR i said no way but after thinking it over and talkign it over with my dh its our only choice
since i was DX with secondary infertility and i know i cant get pg without help ....
well its not soo much with this Dr (Dr. Grube ) but his partners well thats the problem
Dr. Zimmerman well he is just soo judgmental about my dh and i
dr. Krewson well he knew our 3rd baby had medical problems and failed to tell us ........ he knew ... on the day of the birth of my son Dr Grube was the only dr willing to allow me to have the baby and he broke my water the other 2 drs kept sending me home even with the fact i was 4 cent dialated and contracting every 2 mins for 3 1/2 days long .......
wellanyways my friend like myself have 4 children and yet dr grube has helped her knowing she has had children sooo after long thinking i have decided to make that call and i will only see dr Grube ... cant you tell im Desprate lol ................ i go into see him on Dec 24th soo i hope to have a great christmas gift knowing someone will help my dh and to concieve.......... i can only hope right
since i was DX with secondary infertility and i know i cant get pg without help ....
well its not soo much with this Dr (Dr. Grube ) but his partners well thats the problem
Dr. Zimmerman well he is just soo judgmental about my dh and i
dr. Krewson well he knew our 3rd baby had medical problems and failed to tell us ........ he knew ... on the day of the birth of my son Dr Grube was the only dr willing to allow me to have the baby and he broke my water the other 2 drs kept sending me home even with the fact i was 4 cent dialated and contracting every 2 mins for 3 1/2 days long .......
wellanyways my friend like myself have 4 children and yet dr grube has helped her knowing she has had children sooo after long thinking i have decided to make that call and i will only see dr Grube ... cant you tell im Desprate lol ................ i go into see him on Dec 24th soo i hope to have a great christmas gift knowing someone will help my dh and to concieve.......... i can only hope right
December 8th 2008
well today i am 12dpo
i did an hpt 2 nights ago and i thought i saw what appeared to be a faint line ..
well today testing with smu it was negative ..
i dunno why i would even think i woudl be that lucky to get a BFP !
af will arrive anyday now ... im trying soo hard not to give up completly as this road to get pg has been really hard on me ..
i have been to several drs already and which they have told me right out they will not help me due to i already have children and the only dr. i really like well she dont handle infertility or pregnancy .... Dr Pollock Dx with unexplained secondary infertility just on dec 3rd 2008
i did an hpt 2 nights ago and i thought i saw what appeared to be a faint line ..
well today testing with smu it was negative ..
i dunno why i would even think i woudl be that lucky to get a BFP !
af will arrive anyday now ... im trying soo hard not to give up completly as this road to get pg has been really hard on me ..
i have been to several drs already and which they have told me right out they will not help me due to i already have children and the only dr. i really like well she dont handle infertility or pregnancy .... Dr Pollock Dx with unexplained secondary infertility just on dec 3rd 2008
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
In fertility Testings and Results
September 10,2008
Dr appointment with Dr. Mateer
Dr mateer informed me i had scar tissue covering my cervical opening he scraped my cervix in hope it would thin out to open up
he also did some blood work
Thyroid - 2.26
Prolactin-10.0
other than the blood work dr. Mateer informed me he wouldnt help me
October 23rd 2008
Met with Dr Pollock ( i really like this dr ) but she informed me that theres nothing she can do for me due to she doesnt handle infertility and pregnancy
she did check my cervix and she removed scar tissue and opened my cervix
she also ordered Cd-3 blood work and a Pelvic U/S
October 24th 2008
U/S done and all came back normal
November 15th 2008
Cd3 blood work done
FSH-5.2
Prolactin Dr. Pollock said it was all perfect .. and that she gave me 3 options
1. i got to a fertility dr and pay for fertility treatments out of pocket
2. i continue to ttc on my own
3.i go back to my former dr. Weizer
also Dr Pollock wants me to go for a Mammagram
i origianlly decided to go back to my former dr dr Weiser which she delivered our youngest
so i called friday morning and the nurse told me right out that they wont do anything for me with the fact i already have 4 childen so im really stressed and down at this point
Dr appointment with Dr. Mateer
Dr mateer informed me i had scar tissue covering my cervical opening he scraped my cervix in hope it would thin out to open up
he also did some blood work
Thyroid - 2.26
Prolactin-10.0
other than the blood work dr. Mateer informed me he wouldnt help me
October 23rd 2008
Met with Dr Pollock ( i really like this dr ) but she informed me that theres nothing she can do for me due to she doesnt handle infertility and pregnancy
she did check my cervix and she removed scar tissue and opened my cervix
she also ordered Cd-3 blood work and a Pelvic U/S
October 24th 2008
U/S done and all came back normal
November 15th 2008
Cd3 blood work done
FSH-5.2
Prolactin Dr. Pollock said it was all perfect .. and that she gave me 3 options
1. i got to a fertility dr and pay for fertility treatments out of pocket
2. i continue to ttc on my own
3.i go back to my former dr. Weizer
also Dr Pollock wants me to go for a Mammagram
i origianlly decided to go back to my former dr dr Weiser which she delivered our youngest
so i called friday morning and the nurse told me right out that they wont do anything for me with the fact i already have 4 childen so im really stressed and down at this point
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